Long Emotional Day

My grandpa is dying of pancreatic cancer. He got diagnosed when I was a Sophomore in high school. He was in the hospital for months and from there, they gave him 6 months to live.Now, I am graduating.. And he is still alive. He always said his true goal was to make it to see me graduate from high school, but as next Sunday gets closer and closer... All I can think about is him leaving... And I couldn't stand that... I don't know what I am going to do when he does pass..
   Also, I leave for AIT in less than a month, I know he is most likely going to pass when I am gone and I will end up flying home for a few days because of it. It is almost inevitable.. But I just can't stand the idea of losing him...

See, my grandpa has been the only grandpa that I have had around for my entire life. I have 4 other sets of grandparents. (The kind that you see once or twice a year, if lucky, because they live so far away. Arizona, Iowa, Grand Island, and Bennett)

Its been a long week. Especially with all this graduation stuff going on. I am ready for all of the graduation stuff to be done...

Another Stressful day done, five more left.. Blah..

Sincerely, 

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